我出去方便 这是真的 I went out to take a leak. it's true.
突然间，我听到了一些声音 all of a sudden, I heard some noise
就在那儿的树上 in the tree right there.
天哪，那是一只貂在树上 holy mack, that's a marten up in the tree.
很高兴看到一只小貂来了 nice to see a little marten coming around.
像这样单独获得一只貂真的很少见， That's really rare to get a marten alone like that,
即使周围有很多 I mean, even though there's a lot of them around.
它们只是非常胆小，非常、非常神秘 They're just very shy, very, very secretive.
每当我看到貂在房子周围走来走去， Whenever I see marten coming around the house,
这意味着冬天快到了， That means that winter's coming,
所以这真的很好 so that's real good.
啊 ah.
走了 took off.
它会回来的 He'll come back.
北极地区野生动物保护区 是美国最大的受保护荒野
北极保护区大致是 an arctic refuge is roughly
南卡罗来纳州的大小 the size of the state of South Carolina.
你走了成百上千里 You go for hundreds and thousands of miles
没有道路，什么都没有 without roads, nothing.
1980 年，美国政府禁止在保护区进行新的人类占领 只剩下七张木屋许可证
我们的许可证只会到期 Our permits only go up
直到我们最后一个孩子死去 until the death of our last child.
100年内，将没有人 within 100 years, there's going to be nobody.
我们是最后一个 We are the last.
最后的阿拉斯加
木屋的位置被隐藏， 以保护这些家庭的隐私
不管你在树林里生活得多么好 Doesn't matter how good you are at living out in the woods.
有很多因素是你无法控制的 There's a lot of factors that you don't have any control over.
其中很多都与运气有关 and a lot of it just has to do with luck.
我爸爸教我，你自己做决定， my dad taught me you make your own decisions,
你是你必须找到答案的人 and you're the one you have to answer to.
而你越努力， and the harder you work,
你越会成功 the more successful you're going to be.
但生活充满了各种惊喜 but life is full of wicked surprises.
走出去挑战大自然， to go out and challenge mother nature,
有些日子，你不会赢 some days, you're not going to win.
但你必须冒险 but you got to take a risk.
有时在困难的时候，你感到不幸运， sometimes you don't feel that lucky when things are hard,
但我在那种环境中茁壮成长 but I kind of thrive in that environment.
这就是掷骰子，生存 That's the roll of the dice, to survive.
捕猎驼鹿季节 还剩5天
于完成这个地方，我肯定有点落后 I'm definitely a little behind getting this place finished,
只需要把地板、门和炉子放进去， and just got to put a floor in and door and a stove,
然后它至少是宜居的 and then it'll be at least livable.
这是一个长期的项目， It's been a long project,
我已经准备好搬进来了 and I'm ready to be moved in,
所以它真的快了 so it's really close.
但进入冬天，我还需要一些肉 but I also need to get some meat going into the winter.
如果你想生存，必须这样做 You got to do that if you want to survive.
这只会减慢木屋建造过程 That just slows down the cabin-building process.
住在这里， living out here,
驼鹿狩猎季节只有 10 天， the moose-hunting season's just 10 days,
所以你的时间窗口很短 so you got a short window of time.
经过4天的狩猎，我还没有看到任何现实的驼鹿 After 4 days of hunting, I haven't seen any actual moose.
我不相信运气不好，但这是一个非常糟糕的迹象 I don't believe in bad luck, but it's a pretty bad sign.
我爸爸教我像鹰一样站起来 my dad taught me to get up high just like an eagle
试图飞过，逮住一只老鼠 trying to fly over a mouse.
你必须有一个好的有利位置 You know, you got to get a good vantage point.
在荒野中长大，我会和爸爸一起去 growing up in the bush, I would go with my dad.
我和我姐姐还有我妈妈， Me and my sister and my mom,
我们都会出去打猎 We all would go out hunting.
我们出去打猎 We'd go out hunting.
不记得，大概五六岁吧 I don't know, I was probably 5 or 6.
我甚至不记得我什么时候， I can't even remember when I,
先和他们出去 You know, first went out with them.
尽管也许我们没有得到太多帮助， even though maybe we weren't a whole lot of help,
这是成长过程的一部分 That was part of the growing-up process.
我最美好的和最独特的记忆， my fondest and most distinct memories,
是在这条河上 You know, are on this river.
你更依赖你的家人 You rely on your family a lot more.
你作为一个团队工作 You're working as a team.
你们一起做所有事情 You know, you work together to do everything.
这里什么也没有 nothing here.
现在我一个人在这里 Now I'm by myself out here.
我想向自己证明这是可能的 so I guess I am trying to prove to myself it's possible
我可以做到并学习 That I can do it and learning
独自生活和狩猎驼鹿 to live on my own and hunting a moose.
这是其中很大一部分 This is a big part of it.
没有驼鹿 no moose.
继续尝试 继续喊叫 keep trying. keep crying.
我开始有点担心了 I'm starting to get a little worried.
我的狩猎季节开始用完了 I'm starting to run out of hunting season.
你只是感到寒冷 You just feel the cold.
看起来很有趣 It's real interesting how that seems to come out
--到那边的河岸 of the bank over there.
冷是好的 cold is good.
天变冷了，开始下一点雪 It's getting cold, starting to snow a little bit.
于是，泰勒的爸爸和叔叔离开了 so, Tyler's dad and uncle left.
是时候让他们回城了， It was time for them to go back to town,
但是达斯汀会和我们一起出去 but Dustin's just going to hang out with us
--在狩猎季节， during hunting season,
我们想要一只驼鹿 and we want a moose.
这是获得驼鹿的好日子 It's a perfect day to get a moose.
是的 季节有点 yeah. the seasons kind of
一夜之间就变了 just changed overnight.
当你在狩猎驼鹿时，这很好 That's good when you're hunting moose.
它会把驼鹿带到交配季节 I mean, it'll kick the moose into their mating season.
这使它们更容易狩猎 It makes them easier to hunt.
它也使之成为可能 It also makes it possible
保存肉，因为它会保持好和凉的状态 to preserve the meat because it'll stay nice and cold.
驼鹿可能就在那
我送你们过去
小心
祝好运
我希望你明白 I hope you get it.
我们正在分开以提高效率 We're splitting up to be more efficient.
几乎是驼鹿季节的尾声， almost the end of the moose season,
那么你有多少机会呢？ so how many chances do you get?
你有一个为期 10 天的狩猎季节 You got a 10-day hunting season.
你会得到多少机会？ how many chances are you going to get?
这是一场赌博，所以我们在赌博 It's a gamble, you know, so we're gambling
这是一个好地方 That this is a good place to be.
我要在这里打猎 I'm going to hunt up here,
离它们几英里远 a couple miles away from them.
我认为这个领域有两种不同的公鹿 I think there's two different bulls in this area.
它在我们两个之间 It's between the two of us.
我认为机会相当不错 I think the odds are pretty good.
天气是唯一真正的万能牌 the weather's the only real wild card.
有风，28 度 windy, 28 degrees.
你认为雪是多少英寸，5英寸？ How many inches do you think the snow is, 5?
我不知道，5、6英寸？ I don't know, 5, 6 inches?
你得到了一切？ 你准备好了吗？ You got everything? you ready?
我得找到我的帽子 so I got to find my hat.
你带上你的枪 You bring your gun.
我只带双筒望远镜 I'll just bring binoculars.
这肯定是初雪， I mean, it's early snow for sure,
所以这是外出打猎的完美选择 so this is perfect to go out hunting
因为到处都会有新鲜的痕迹， because there'll be fresh tracks all over,
而埃德娜真的很想得到一头大公鹿 and Edna really wants to get a big bull.
埃德娜，她也是个猎人， You know, Edna, she's a hunter too,
去年她没有得到一头， and last year she didn't get one,
所以今年她全心全意地想射了一头 so she was all gung ho to shoot one this year.
我应该戴护膝， I should be wearing the knee brace,
但我不想。 好吧，你应该 but I don't want to. well, you should.
如果我是你，我会的。 我要去拿我的背包 I would if I was you. I'm going to take my backpack.
无论如何，我们会带上你的护膝 We'll bring your knee brace anyways.
是伤，伤了我的膝盖 It's the injury, hurt my knee.
三年前我下山的时候伤到了， I hurt it when I was coming down the mountain 3 years ago,
我听到它弹出，现在它膨胀了 and I heard it pop, and now it swells up.
年纪越大，越难 the older you get, the harder it goes.
这里没有医院 There's no hospital out here.
你必须小心并且非常幸运 You got to be careful and be very lucky.
没关系 It's all right.
我们将尽我们所能用我们得到的 We'll just do what we can with what we got.
你准备好了吗？ You ready?
当你准备好的时候 ready when you are.
这是狩猎驼鹿的好时机 It's a good time to hunt moose.
驼鹿只是在移动，因为它们现在正在繁殖， the moose are just moving because they're breeding now,
驯鹿也在移动， and the caribou are moving too, you know?
我们的主要肉类来源是... our primary source of meat is...
是混合的，驯鹿和驼鹿 It's mixed, I mean, caribou and moose.
我们只取先到者 We just take whatever comes first.
它是什么？ what is it?
驯鹿痕迹 caribou track.
这里有驯鹿的痕迹 There's caribou track right here.
你可以从圆角的蹄子上看出 You can tell by the rounded hooves
和背后的大露爪 and the big dew claws in the back.
它们长有那样圆滚滚的蹄子的原因是 and the reason they got the rounded hooves like that is
这样它们就可以在雪地里伸出爪子 so they can paw through the snow
在冬天刨出它们的食物 in the wintertime to get at their food.
但这并不新鲜，因为里面有雪 but that's not fresh because there's snow in it.
我正在寻找的是在雪上的痕迹 what I'm looking for is a track in the snow.
很惊讶我们没有看到驼鹿的踪迹 surprised we haven't seen a moose track.
在你身后 behind you.
我不是山羊 I'm not a mountain goat.
只是要放轻松 我知道 just gonna have to take it easy. I know.
注意你的脚步 watch where you step.
哎哟 ouch.
嗖 whoosh.
从小就喜欢打猎 ever since when I was small, I like hunting.
我喜欢诱捕 I like trapping.
但在我的家乡，男人们是去打猎的 but where I came from, men go hunting.
你没事吧？ 是的 You're all right? yeah.
一个女人应该在房子里 a woman was supposed to be in the house
并打理好家里， and take care of things,
当男人们带着肉回家时，她们接管了 and when the guy come home with the meat, they take over.
我的兄弟们去打猎， You know, my brothers go hunting,
还有我的叔叔和表弟， and my uncle and my cousin,
所以我一直认为， so I always thought,
“如果我是一个男孩， "if I were a boy,
无论他们去哪里打猎，我都会一起去” I'd go with them everywhere they go hunting."
让你的膝盖休息会吗？ You want to rest your knee?
真正让我前进的是我的父亲 what really got me going is my dad.
当我年轻的时候，他说，“你可以做你想做的事 When I was younger, he said, "you could do what you want.
你可以做到这一点，没有人告诉你该怎么做” You could do this, and nobody's telling you what to do."
他会带我出去打猎什么的 He'd take me out hunting and stuff,
我就是这样长大的 and that's what I grew up with.
男人，哦，男人， man, man, oh, man,
我们就在这里稍等一下 We'll just sit here a bit and wait.
让你的膝盖休息，因为我知道它很痛 rest your knee because I know it hurts.
吻我 kiss me.
对我来说，和埃德娜一起打猎是最好的， to me, hunting with Edna's the best, you know?
她真的很坚强，因为这爬上了河岸 She's real tough because this climb up this bank
对她来说是一次重大的攀登， was a major climb for her, you know?
但是当你在狩猎驼鹿时， but when you're hunting moose,
你必须巡查很多地区才能找到一头动物 You have to look over a lot of country to find one animal.
你可能会碰上一头， You know, you might luck into one,
但你永远不知道会发生什么 but you never know what's going to happen.
上帝，我希望她能得到一头， God, I hope she gets one, you know?
但我想我们现在肯定会看到驼鹿的踪迹 but I thought for sure we'd see a moose track by now,
什么都没有，说真的，什么都没有 and there's nothing, I mean, seriously, nothing.
伙计，现在看起来不太好 man, this doesn't look good now.
我有点像驼鹿所做和发出声音
幸好不太难做
所以，驼鹿会刮鹿角 so, moose scrapes his antlers
试图吓唬其他公鹿， to try to scare other bulls,
所以当我在狩猎驼鹿时， so when I'm moose-hunting,
我用这个桨刮 I use this paddle to scrape
模仿声音 and imitate the sound
--公驼鹿会发出这种声音 That a bull moose would be making.
如果一只驼鹿听到了， and so a moose hears that,
这只会让它兴奋起来 and it just gets him fired up
因为它认为另一头公鹿正在侵占它的领地 because it thinks another bull is encroaching on his area.
够惹它生气的 That pisses him off enough
让它过来寻找决斗 to get him to come in looking for a fight.
就在这里，我的公驼鹿耙地 It's right here is where why my bull moose raking.
它的鹿角，还有一束树 his antlers, and a bunch of trees there
也被公鹿撞倒 That were knocked down by a bull too.
这是一个好迹象 It's a good sign.
象这个湖，对公鹿和母鹿而言是很好的点
所以我在这个湖上射击了我的第一头驼鹿 so I shot my first moose on this lake
我只是，不知道， When I was just, I don't know,
14 或 15 远再往下湖 14 or 15 further down the lake.
呃... uh...
这是我狩猎经验的开始 and it was kind of my start to hunting experience.
早在我的记忆中， as far back as I can remember,
我们一家人总是射杀驼鹿 We've always shot a moose as a family.
但实际上有一年， There was one year actually, though,
直到 12 月，我们什么都没有 We didn't have anything until, you know, way into december.
所以吃了很多罐装鸡肉 so you eat a lot of canned chicken.
我爸爸教我，你要靠自己的运气 my dad taught me you make your own luck.
我不相信放弃 I don't believe in quitting
只是因为你没有成功 just because you're not being successful.
你越努力， the harder you work,
你会越成功， the more successful you're going to be,
但有时你必须做点什么 but sometimes you got to do something
你失败了五次， That you failed on five different times,
那是我刚刚被教导的， and that's something I was just taught, you know,
从很小的时候开始 from a very young age.
是驼鹿
你听到它咕哝吗
闻到吗
是头公鹿
我对这一点有感觉 I got a feeling around this point
是它睡觉的地方 is where its bedded down.
它就在这
草地上新鲜的床
这头公鹿来过这里很多次 This bull's been here a lot.
该死的
太糟糕了 That sucks.
也许惊吓了它
我想，在我们前面大约 200 码处，我听到了一头驼鹿 so I thought I heard a moose about 200 yards in front of us.
它可能顺风盘旋，这很令人失望 He probably circled downwind, which is pretty disappointing.
老实说，我觉得这是一件非常确定的事情 I mean, I felt this was a pretty surefire thing, to be honest.
我不知道这里发生了什么 I don't know what's going on here.
我们应该肯定得到它 We should have got him for sure.
我不想在湖岸上走来走去 I don't want to walk up and down the lake shore
并嗅到我的气味 and get my scent all over.
让事情安定下来， kind of let things settle down,
希望这只驼鹿能回到这里 and hopefully this moose will be back here.
压力每时每刻都在增加 the pressure builds every moment
你经历了一次狩猎，但没有成功 That you go through a hunt and are unsuccessful.
那时你可以得到，看， That's when you can get, see,
或者我知道我会很懊恼 or I know I can get really frustrated
因为我没有见过一只驼鹿， because I haven't seen a single moose,
而且我的时间不多了 and I don't have a whole lot of time left.
看这些痕迹
多新鲜
看到了吗？ see that right there?
那是一头公鹿摩擦角发出声音的地方 That's where a bull rubs his horns to make noise.
这里所有这些灌木，都被这头公鹿擦压过的
这是刚不久的行为
我认为狩猎是五五开 I think hunting is 50/50, you know,
50%的运气和50%的技巧， 50 percent luck and 50 percent skill, you know?
你一定很幸运能在这里得到一头驼鹿 You got to be lucky to get a moose out here
因为它只是一个巨大的区域， because it's just a huge country, you know?
你想试着选一个地方？
你右边的那堆圆木呢？ what about that log to your right, there?
也是我想的
它可能在这个角落溜达
圣雪吧？ holy snow, huh?
我知道 I know.
天气正在逼近我们 the weather's closing in on us.
我知道 I know.
天气是不好，不好 the weather is crap, crap, crap.
这种能见度越来越差 This visibility is getting crappier
越来越更差， and crappier and crappier.
好吧，你觉得呢，我们该走了，回家吧 well, what do you think, we should go, just go home
简直就是地狱， and just the hell with it, you know?
看 那边有一些驼鹿 look. there's some moose over there.
真的吗？ 是的 really? yeah.
看那里。 在哪里？ look right there. where?
它走到灌木丛后面 He went behind the brush.
在柳树林里？ 是的 in the willows? yeah.
哦，它还站在另一边 oh, he's still standing on the other side.
看到那个黑暗的东西...是的，是的， see that dark thing... yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
那边？ 我可以亲眼看到它 way over there? I can see him by eye.
它只是站在那里 He's just standing there.
你要射击驼鹿吗？ You going to shoot a moose?
是的， 前进 yes. go ahead.
快点 快点 hurry. hurry.
各就各位 get in position.
嗖 whoosh.
我的膝盖 my knee.
哎哟 ouch.
孩他妈，小心，别伤到膝盖，好吗？ careful, mom, don't hurt your knee, okay?
黑莫 Heimo.
你要射击驼鹿吗？ 是的 You going to shoot a moose? yes.
嗖。 小心，孩他妈 whoosh. careful, mom.
不要伤到膝盖，好吗？ don't hurt your knee, okay?
哎哟 ouch.
注意你的脚步 watch where you step.
黑莫 Heimo.
发生了什么？ what happened?
我滑倒了那个 你要小心 I slipped on that one. you got to be careful.
很滑 very slippery.
你没事吧？ You all right?
走下最后两步， coming down the last two steps,
太陡了 It's too big of a steps,
只受伤了 and it just hurt.
好吧，我可以走几英里， well, I can go for miles, you know?
但她的膝盖 很糟糕 but it's her knee that's bad.
哎哟。 你要小心 ouch. you got to be careful.
我的膝盖。 哦 my knee. oh.
很滑，是的 slippery, yeah.
让我们开始吧 let's get on this stuff.
走路会更轻松，不是吗？ It'll be easier walking, won't it?
是的 yeah.
我们会慢慢走 We'll walk slow.
我不喜欢别人帮助我 I don't like other people helping me.
我没有那么无助 I'm not that helpless.
我学会了按我的方式做事 I learned to do things my way.
也许这就是我成长的方式， maybe that's the way I grow up,
但在这里， but being out here,
你必须调整，才能生存 You got to adjust in order to survive.
我要慢慢来 我知道你是 I'm going slow. I know you are.
随着年龄的增长，黑莫和我， as we get older, Heimo and I,
我们一起互相帮助 We're helping each other together.
我们永远是好朋友 We're buddies forever, close friend.
你只需要小心 You just got to be careful.
准备好？ ready?
上 go up.
你没事吧？ 是的 You all right? yeah.
这看起来不太好，你的膝盖 This doesn't look good, your knee.
我知道 I know.
寻找驼鹿，能见度现在变得非常糟糕， visibility's getting really bad now for the moose,
河上太远了 是的 too far up the river. yeah.
什么，你认为我们应该退出吗？ what, do you think we should call it quits?
我猜 I guess.
让埃德娜在这里，让世界变得与众不同 having Edna out here makes all the difference in the world.
我想我能活着是多么幸运， I think about how lucky I am to be alive, you know?
这是因为埃德娜，真的。 是因为她 It's because of Edna, really. it's because of her.
哦，多么美好的一天 oh, what a day.
真好，你看到了一头驼鹿 That's good you saw a moose.
是的。 你会得到一个 yeah. you'll get one.
你确定？ 嗯 You sure? mm-hmm.
从住的地方到这，顺流大约5英里
我想，它就在这里一些地方
尽可能保持安静
获得驼鹿需要一定的技巧 There's a certain amount of skill to get a moose
还有一个不可否认的，运气 and an undeniable, you know, aspect of luck.
但我很看重直觉 but I put a lot of value in a gut feeling.
你还有什么要离开的？ what else do you have to go off of really?
不妨跟随你的直觉 might as well follow your instincts.
它回到这里某个地方
这是一个大区域
我们找出它
我已经在脑海中勾勒出了这整个区域 I have about this whole area mapped out in my head.
这都是我的陷阱线的一部分， That's all part of my trapline,
所以我非常了解 and so I know it really well.
但它就像，只是一个完全有风险的事业 but it's, like, just a total crapshoot
里面是否有驼鹿 whether or not there might be a moose in there.
我不知道 我只是有预感或感觉 I don't know. I just had a hunch or a feeling.
我总是试图跟随我的直觉 I always try to follow my instincts.
那里有只松鸡，往那看
它很紧张
希望我们这个冬天吃的不都是松鸡
成为成功猎人的一部分 You know, part of being a successful hunter
正在学习把自己变成掠食者， is learning to turn yourself into a predator,
这有点像迈出一小步 You know, it's sort of to take a little bit of a step
回到我们进化的过去，我想 back in our evolutionary past, I think.
而且我认为很多人已经摆脱了这一点 and I think a lot of people have kind of got away from that.
但那是... but that's a...
一种真正发自内心的体验 a real visceral kind of experience.
它真的让你热血沸腾 It just really gets your blood pumping.
这是它们的痕迹之一
下，蹲下
它现在很危险 He's pretty dangerous right now at this point.
我不知道它受了多大的伤 I don't know how wounded he is.
当心 be careful.
它仍然活着 He's still got some life in him.
我们刚刚听到枪声 We just heard a gunshot.
我认为泰勒刚刚开枪了 I think Tyler just shot his gun.
要么他射了一头熊 so either he shot a bear
要么射了驼鹿 or a moose.
但无论哪种方式，我们的狩猎可能 but either way, our hunting is probably
这一天就将完成了 going to be done for the day.
我们有点受泰勒的恩惠，回归我们自己 We're kind of at the mercy of Tyler to come back to us
因为他把我们解放了 because he dropped us off.
你听到了吗？ Did you hear that?
什么？ what?
刚刚又射击了 just shot again.
真的吗？ 是的 really? yeah.
那时可能是一只熊， 这就是我想知道的 could be a bear then. that's what I'm wondering.
希望那里一切都好 hopefully everything's all right over there.
我只希望它是一头驼鹿 我也是 I just hope it's a moose. I do too.
它倒下了 He's down.
我们会看到它去哪里 We'll see where he goes.
它现在倒了 He's done now.
哇 whoo.
它不再呼吸了 He's not breathing any more.
哇 wow.
好吧，像往常一样，我很感激 well, as usual, I'm grateful.
谢谢，老伙计 thanks, old buddy.
我们会公正对待你的 We'll do you justice.
这是一次非常令人兴奋的经历 It's a totally exhilarating experience
--进行交流 to be communicating
和那样的驼鹿一起去看看 with that moose like that and to see
听它对你的模仿做出回应 and hear him responding to your imitations.
保持与自然的联系 maintaining that connection with nature
让我觉得活着， makes me feel alive,
知道这让我感觉很好 and it makes me feel good to know
那些动物还在那里 That those animals are still out there
做它们一直在做的事情 doing what they always have done.
但那是一种巨大的动物 but that's a huge animal.
伙计，仅此而已...它从未停止让我感到惊讶 man, that's all... it never ceases to amaze me.
天哪 holy smokes.
我想我们应该做些主要的事了 I suppose we should probably get to business,
首要任务是确保我们到那里， and the first order of business is making sure we get up there,
确保他们不会射杀驼鹿 make sure those guys don't shoot a moose
因为他们也处于一个非常容易得手的地方 because they were in a really hot spot too.
今天早上我只是对这个地方有一种感觉 I just had a, like, a feeling about this spot this morning.
有时你只需要跟随你的直觉， sometimes you just got to follow your instincts, you know?
我要上去，在峡谷上方 I'm going to go up, up above the canyon here.
就在黄昏，真的很好 right at dusk, it's really good
因为驼鹿在四处走动， because moose are moving around,
过河，所有的可能 crossing the river, all that stuff.
再试一次 going to give it one more try.
这么多天来真是令人沮丧 It's frustrating going this many days
甚至没有看到驼鹿，更不用说射击了， without even seeing a moose let alone shooting one,
我真的很自信， and I really was feeling pretty confident,
在过去的几年里，我的狩猎非常好 and the last couple of years I've had really good hunting.
在 2 或 3 天内得到一头驼鹿 got a moose within 2 or 3 days.
是的，我不知道 但狩猎是一个谜 yeah, I don't know. but hunting is a mystery.
那就是，我猜它是这样的 That's, you know, I guess the way it is.
我开始意识到 I'm starting to realize
我可能不会看到驼鹿了 I'm probably not going to see a moose.
并不意味着我会饿死 doesn't mean I'm going to starve.
这只是意味着我不会吃那些肉 It just means I am not going to have that meat
我一直都有 That I always have had.
也许我会比平时多吃几只兔子 hell, maybe I'll eat a few more rabbits than I normally do.
一件事，我实际上已经学会了 the one thing, you know, I've actually learned
--在这个季节的狩猎， about hunting this season,
有时，它需要的不仅仅是努力工作 It takes a hell of a lot more than hard work sometimes.
也需要很多运气 It also takes a lot of luck.
我认为至少有 1 年 I have had at least 1 year I can think
事情又发生了可怕的事情 of where things had been going terribly again
一次又一次 and again and again.
它到了我所在的地方， It got to the point where I was, you know,
一半需要推动陷阱线，称之为诱捕季节 half needing to pull the trapline, call it a season.
但是，如果我退出， but, you know, if I quit,
我说，“见鬼去吧 and I say, you know, "hell with this.
我受够了 我不再努力了，” I'm done. I'm not trying anymore,"
嗯， well, you know,
你放弃自己，比什么都重要 You're quitting on yourself more than anything.
事情在眨眼之间发生了变化 and things change in the blink of an eye.
制片人：黑莫？
你在哪里？
爱德娜？
驯鹿 你在开玩笑么 caribou. you're joking.
不，我不是 no, I'm not.
我开枪了，它还站在那里 I shot it, and he was still standing there.
所以我开枪猎杀了它 so I shot it to kill him off.
怎么样？ how's that?
我坐下来缝些东西 I was sitting down sewing stuff.
我看到了动静 I saw the movement.
可能有 10、15 个 maybe 10, 15 of them
穿过我的后院 come through my backyard.
我对黑莫说：“驯鹿” and I said to Heimo, "caribou."
我穿上他的网球鞋 I threw on his tennis shoes.
下到一半，我的网球鞋掉了， halfway down, my tennis shoes came off,
我穿着袜子跑 and I run in my socks.
我的袜子里有驯鹿皮毛 I got the caribou in my socks.
对不起，伙计 sorry, buddy.
当我看到驯鹿时， When I saw the caribou,
我忘记了我的膝盖， I forgot all about my knee,
我只是开始追它 and I just start going after it.
我不是无助的 我想自己做 I'm not helpless. I want to do it myself
只要我能 as long as I am able to.
我想这只是我喜欢打猎的原因 I think it's just in me that I like hunting.
即使你有疼痛和痛苦， even though you have aches and pains,
但它意味着...我们得到肉了 but it's... we got meat.
很好 It's good.
驯鹿 caribou.
我猜，在那段时间疼痛消失了 the pain went away during that time, I guess.
我有点一瘸一拐的回家 I kind of limped home.
你做的很好，你是我的女猎手 You did good. you're my huntress.
但是，嘿，你不是答应过我吗 but hey, didn't you promise me
你不会再在房子附近开枪了吗？ That you're not going to shoot one close to the house again?
好吧，那你就告诉驯鹿不要来这里 well, tell the caribous not to come here then.
好的 okay.
我爱你 你？ I love you. do you?
是的 我当然是了 yeah. of course I do.
如果你在房子附近杀死一只驯鹿， If you kill a caribou close to the house,
你得快点把它清理干净 You got to clean it up quick
尽你所能，因为熊会闻到它 as you can because the bear will find it.
如果它们找到肉，就不会离开 If they find meat, they won't leave it.
它们会睡在这里 They'll sleep on top of it.
它们会在院子里闲逛 They'll wander around the yard.
如果它饿了，会吃你和肉 and if he's hungry, he'll get you and the meat.
这是...它们变得有点危险 It's... they get kind of dangerous.
它们变得咄咄逼人 They get aggressive.
让我们把它拉出来，这样我就可以完成分割 let's pull it out so I can finish cutting it.
我们必须非常警惕被熊看到 We got to be very alert for bear sight.
你不想要海狸手套吗？ You don't want beavers mittens?
不，我想要水獭 我想要一些温暖的东西 no, I want otter. I wanted something warm.
不知不觉，冬天就到了 before you know it, the winter will be here,
你必须真的有暖和的衣服 and you have to really have warm clothes.
这是我告诉过的 This is something that I told
埃德娜从去年冬天开始我就想做 Edna since last winter I wanted to do.
我想缝制自己的一双手套 I wanted to sew my own pair of mittens.
我肯定没有埃德娜那么快， I'm not as fast as Edna for sure,
但如果将来，如果她走在我前面， but if in the future, if she goes before me,
我需要知道这一点，这样我才能制作自己的东西 I need to know this so I can make my own stuff.
所以以防万一，你为什么不缝合 so just in case, why don't you sew up
一大堆给我的靴子和大衣 a whole bunch of boots and parkas for me
所以我有足够的来延续我的一生？ so I have enough to last my lifetime?
是的，对 yeah, right.
你觉得我需要多少天 how many days do you think it's going to take me
完成这个，孩他妈？ to finish this, mom?
大概一周。 一周？ probably a week. a week?
嗨，孩他妈？ 埃德娜 hey, mom? Edna.
你接这个，然后我接这个 You take this end, and then I'll take this.
这个末端看起来最重，所以... This end looks like it's the heaviest, so...
好的 一、二、三 okay. one, two, three.
我们正在取出内脏 We're getting rid of the guts
因为猎杀驯鹿的地方离房子很近 because the caribou kill was so close to the house.
埃德娜在靠近木屋的地方开枪 Edna shot it close to the cabin.
你能做什么，你知道我的意思吗？ what can you do, you know what I mean?
她很激动 She got excited.
除非我们上坡，否则你不必推，好吗？ You don't have to push unless we go uphill, okay?
让你的膝盖休息 rest your knee.
我们要去， and we're going to, you know,
把它丢弃到离木屋很远的地方 dump it far away from the cabin
这样就没有熊出现 so no bear comes around.
听 听 嘘 listen. listen. shh.
我以为我听到了驼鹿的声音 I thought I heard a moose.
就在那个洞里，完美无缺 right in that hole there is perfect.
是的 yeah.
哇 whoa.
好的，把它倾斜到一边 okay, tip it to the side.
你好！ oi!
把它带到这里需要做很多工作， It was a lot of work getting it here,
但它比拥有一只熊-- but it's worth it better than having a bear
到屋子这里来更值得 come right up to the house.
如果，如果动物们不把它吃得太多， If, you know, if the animals don't eat it up too much,
然后我们将使用它进行诱捕， then we'll use it for trapping,
作为诱饵 You know, for bait.
一切最终回归自然 everything ends up back to nature
因为，我们不吃的部分， because, you know, what part we don't eat,
动物会吃掉它 the animals will eat it.
你不会拿走我的枪， You will not take away my gun,
我的陷阱和我的鱼竿 my trap and my fishing pole.
你可以有捕鱼竿 You can have the fishing pole.
我想这种天气会持续一段时间 I think this weather's going to be here for a while.
我的手开始有点凉了 my hands are starting to get a little bit cold.
是的，我的也很冷 yeah, mine are cold.
准备好风中航行了吗？ ready for a ride in the wind?
现在越来越近了 他在那 getting close now. there he is.
发生了什么事，伙计？ what happened, man?
打到一头 哈哈 got one. ha-ha.
你有吗？ 哦耶 You got one? oh, yeah.
太棒了，伙计 你都做了 It was awesome, man. you suck.
我很高兴我们有驼鹿，但我有点希望 I'm glad we have the moose, but I was hoping a little bit.
我也是。 我们总是可以去 I was too. we could always go
如果你认为我们可以吃的话，再来一个 after another one if you think we could eat it.
我不知道 这是很大的一头 I don't know. it's a pretty big one.
这些天我需要多 20% 的卡路里 I need 20 percent more calories these days.
是的 那个宝宝能吃多少驼鹿？ yeah. how much moose can that baby eat?
很多 a lot.
好吧，让我们下去吧 我们有很多事情要做 well, let's get down there. we got a lot to do.
是的，在熊到达之前到达那里 yeah, get there before the bears get on it.
过这样的生活就是一场赌博 living this life is all a gamble
因为你不知道会发生什么 because you don't know what's going to happen.
这是在这里狩猎的一部分 That's part of hunting here.
你只需要愿意承担这个风险 You just have to be willing to take that risk.
这只是游戏的一部分 That's just part of the game.
它在哪里？ 我能闻到它的味道 where is he? I can smell him.
是的，你可以闻到它的味道 yeah, you can smell him.
它在那 There he is.
伙计，它们是一只大动物 man, they're a big animal.
哇 它们不是很棘手吗？ wow. aren't they tricky?
好吧，现在有趣的开始了 well, now the fun begins.
我知道 I know.
大规模杀伤性武器 weapons of mass destruction.
你真的不能靠兔子生存 You can't really survive off of rabbits.
它是一种瘦肉 It's a really lean meat.
人类很难靠小动物维持生计 It's hard for humans to sustain themselves on small game.
这是这里的一顿饭 This is one meal here.
试着按照我的方式生活， try to live life on my terms,
但你根本无法控制， but you're not in control at all,
你必须接受这一点 and you have to accept that.
你不能只是放弃和屈服于自然， I mean, you can't just give up and bend to nature,
但很容易气馁 but it's easy to get discouraged.
驯鹿肋骨今晚火烤 caribou ribs tonight over fire.
你做得很好，孩他妈 我以你为荣 You did good, mom. I'm proud of you.
漂亮的大肥鹿，有那么多脂肪 nice big fat bull with all that fat.
我知道 我现在要杀了一头驼鹿 I know. I just got to kill a moose now.
那么我们就准备好了 then we're set.
我们变老了， We're getting older,
你的骨头会变脆之类的 and your bones get brittle and stuff like that.
当你在外面时，你必须非常小心 You got to be very careful when you're out there.
但你不能害怕， but you can't be scared,
所以我们都尝试使用 so we both try to use
我们在一起的良好生存技能 our good survival skills out here together.
像一个洞穴女人 like a cave-woman.
嗯 mm-hmm.
我们在一起34年了， We've been together for 34 years,
我们都很幸运 and we're both very lucky.
如果你有幸住在一个美丽的地方 If you're lucky enough to live in a beautiful place
并且心平气和， and have peace of mind,
吃得好，和某人在一起 to eat well and to be with somebody
一直相爱着， That you love all the time,
还能要求什么呢？ what more could you ask for?
校对chenym
真是令人懊恼的 It's freaking frustrating.
从字面上看，一枪交易 one shot deal literally.
大公鹿
如果你弄吹了，你可能没有第二次机会 If you blow it, you might not get a second chance.
感觉如何，阿什利？ how's that feel, Ash?
如果太多，请不要这样做 If it's too much, don't do it.
现在阿什利怀孕了 now that Ashley's pregnant,
我正在多照看她一点 I'm watching her a little bit more.
我很累很累 我要休息了 I am fatigued and exhausted. I'm taking a break.
现在我们得把它砍了 天色已晚 now we got to cut him up. it's getting late.
如果你在晚上杀死它，你得担心一只熊 If you kill it at night, you got to worry about a bear.
是的，这很新鲜 yeah, that's pretty fresh.
熊不会放弃那块肉 He's not going to give up that meat.
那是它的 That's his.